I'm trying to open myself up. There's a guy in my speech class that I think likes me, maybe I'll ask him if he'd like to get some coffee... Maybe I'll invite some new people to go see a movie. I want to live again, and I haven't. I haven't since I moved back home... since before that, even. I isolate myself and concentrate on just a couple of friends and all of my devotion goes toward those certain people, and I need to stop doing that.
I am a GREAT friend, okay? If people don't see that, then it's their loss. Right now it feels like my world is ending, but things will work out. They have to work out.
So this is me. My name is Amanda and I am aching so much inside, but I'm trying my fucking hardest to move on. I will move on, and I will start a new chapter.
I still wish that she'd call. I still love her.
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