I go ahead and smile

I smell really good right now.

I absolutely adore this Tahiti, Sweetie lotion that I bought from BBW. What I don't adore? Spending way too much at the semi-annual sale, and not being able to help it. The deals are just so good! And I haven't tried everything in the store yet, therefore, must. buy. things.

I work at Bath and Body Works, by the way. I also work at David's Bridal. It's not as exciting as it may sound. In fact, it was pure boredom that made me start this blog.

So New Years Eve is tomorrow and Luis invited me to come over. He wants me to meet his "husband" (he's gay, so it's not like, official in a world full of idiots).

This year has been different. I graduated from high school, and ever since then, I've been working. I don't know where all of my money seems to go (BBW, I guess), but I just want to be done with this. I'm sick of these meaningless problems that I hear about going on, and I just want out. This place is hell to me, and Chicago's that place that I can never reach.

Okay, it's officially ONE WEEK until The Dresden Dolls concert. This'll be my fifth concert, fourth time seeing the Dresden Dolls, and I'm going alone. So what if it's a Sunday night, guys? Skip school, it's not that big of a deal. But on Christmas day I drove all the way to St. Louis and back, just to mostly see if I could do it. It was very spontaneous, I know.

I did it, though. I found the venue and I feel more at ease now that I can do this. It's a good feeling.

I have to head off now, though. Work. I hope it's not crazy insane like it has been, though. My god. What is it with people and sales?

....Yes, I do realize that I sound like a huge hypocrite.

I like this. Not having to worry about who's reading it. Not censoring myself. LiveJournal has gotten to the point where I don't even want to write how I'm feeling anymore.

Okay. This is ending now. kthnx.